What !!! Love... no way.

Hi friends,

The guy n gal abt whom I am discussing here are just my imagination.. I can tell you one thing.. its all about my close friend Arun..

After reading my post about "This part of my life...", I used to get so many mails enquiring abt the guy n gal... are they really in love.. where are they now.. etc etc etc...

Let me tell you one thing.... if I say all these things abt this now.. then what is the use of writing this blog.

You guys will get to know who are they..what kind of relations did they had... etc etc.. soon.

Keep reading..
-Not from this world.

This part of my life is called... Part 3

How long will they be together... now we know(from the part 1) they are no longer together... but how did this happens, two friends who knew each others negatives and positives, how did this happened... be patient.. read through..

One day he was shifted to her cubicle which later became his permanent seat.. Unlike his Mumbai office, here the cubicle can accommodate 4 person and believe me its really spacious. just opposite to them are two of their TL's... Her TL, Jaisri, she is a mallu and hence he became so close to her..always used to talk about Pallakad and Kerala cuisines. When ever Jaisri took her for a walk down for a coffee or fruit juice, they used to take him together. Later, like chetana, Jaisri slowly withdrew from the group and they started going down together for breaks.

Day's passed by, who ever joins or leaves the group, Ashu and Arun became the permanent members of the group. As a result, he was thrown out of other groups and since she don't have another group, she didn't loose anything. He started loosing his company one by one, but he don't have any regrets for loosing becoz he loved her company so much. He is so happy with her.. cracking jokes.. gossiping.. sharing thoughts.. it was nice.. but not so long.

Like all other relations, first few months were so funny. But as we all know, if there are high tides..there will be low tides too...same with their relation.

It all happened that day..
They started for the morning breakfast, she was so excited as usual..cracking jokes..pulling his leg..Arun used to give her a good company.. by laughing at her jokes..by obeying what she says..by passing comments.. bla bla bla.. just because he was scared of common public. Yes, because if you are with ashu and if you are behaving as if you are least interested in her talks... she will scream at you. He dont want to get all those infront of public and she dont have any shy to say anything at anyplace. When ever she is so excited, she never think of the world outside.

Finally they both reached near the counter, ordered for Pongal and arun the usual stuff. He got the order very fast and sat far away from the counter because his manager was waiting near them for his breakfast.

Guys let me tell you one thing.. what I feel is, when ever she is alone in a crowd, like any other girl, she feel insecure and think that people around are cheating her.

Just 5 mins passed, he heard his name from some where...loud and clear. when he looked around, it was ashu. She was shouting from the counter asking him to come there. He gave her signs to keep quite and another sign showing the manager is near the counter. I guess, she had not attended the class for decoding the signs. She voice became lounder..this was a SIGN, better we can call it as a WARNING, for him to go there. He got up.. went near the counter to enquire abt the issue.

With little bit of tamil, he asked the delivery boy,
"ennachu".
he replied,
"Konjam wait pannanam sir"
Ashu got the reply.. she shouted at the delivery boy..
"You have given the food who gave the orders after me.. and i am waiting here for 5-10 mins"
that day the crowd was more than expected.
she continued to me...
"I asked for pongal and these people are giving me something else.. they are cheating me.."
He got the problem.. he replied,
"you go to the seat, i will get the pongal".
I dont know what happened next, to everyone's surprise, she took the bunch of plastic spoon which was kept there and threw them down, then calmy she went back to her seat. This is her anger.

Poor he, with out any shame, picked up all the spoon and kept it back. And he looked at his manager politely, only his face was not facing at him among the crowd.

He got her pongal, and gave it to her... by that time she started eating his dosa. She without any response started having her breakfast.

For him it was like stripping in public, but he knew her... but he cant explain it to everyone right. He felt so shame... and asked her raising his voice
"do think what you have done is right"
"What!!!' she replied
he calm down and asked again,
"our manager was there and y did you do that in front of everyone"
she started explaining the entire story... proving she is right. She has got this special ability to talk in what ever way she can to prove she is right.

He was not convinced with her reply and asked her
"do you think that i am your servant"
SERVANT - he used this term many a time so that she could hear this very clearly.

Hmm... that was very bad from his side... he shouldn't have said that... but its already delivered. She stood up, went to another seat and continued with her breakfast. Yeah, fight started and that day was the first fight time in their relation.

Fight makes people think of the other person and start finding more faults in them. Their fight was not like the fight between sreesanth and mathew hyden but more or like India and Pakistan... peaceful enough but when there is a G8 meeting the PM's wont even have an eye contact.

Some time i used to feel, they are so childish. Arun is like this to his mother, his real GF and who ever he is so close with. The opposite party should say a sorry and he will wait till that day.

Here again, he was waiting for her sorry.. ha ha ha... poor he... he dont know ashu, if he is feeling this way.. she is more over like him but more stronger than him.

The cubicle was so silent for almost 2-3 weeks.

Srini, arun's TL. He is also a mallu.. a palakkadam mallu... who declare himself as a communist. Talks lot about kerala and communism, but dont know who is stalin or lenin, but communism he there in his blood.

Srini was the one guy in the office who had enough fun with them. He used to solve most of their fight. Like wise he solved thier fight fight.

But as we all know...they have to be together. Hence one day they shook their hand in the Coffee cafe day...declaring their first reunion by giving a small party to srini and jaisri.

But poor he, now who is there to solve their fight. It was not fight that happened before she left from chennai. A complete division between them..

He still used to roam around the cafeteria and CCD cherishing the old memories of their fight and parties... waiting for her call.. waiting for those day to come back again..

This part of my life is called... Part 2

Yes Mistakes, I would like to convey to you readers about the mistakes in his life, after reading this...u may decide if that is a mistake or the lessons in his life.

As I told you, Arun is a too emotional guy...who wishes A.R Rahman romantic/sentimental BGM in his life, so that he can express emotions very well. He believes in the power of music.

But when he landed in Chennai, the land where A.R Rahman was born, he never asked for the music, because there was no Romance or Sentiments in his life when he first met Ashu.

Talking about Ashu... she is a party girl who don't care what people think about her, what people think if she wears a bathroom slippers into her office. She is a fun loving girl, who like trips, photos and Chocolates. But he initially hate these kinds of people and that's the reason he run away from Mumbai.

In the initial days he used to get irritated and joins the opposite group who used to hate Ashu and make fun of her. But he has got some weakness... i dont know what to call.. but its a sort of Affection to the powerless crowd in the world...some one may call it as Love..

Even my father always used to tell me,
"..even if there is no air in the world this guy can very well survive, just he need some one to Love. Love is his breath."

Initially there were only 2 girls in his team, Chetana and Ashu. Chetana joined with Arun and they are friends right from the begining.

She was searching for a house or a PG in Chennai. So every weekend she used to get Arun for House hunt. Atlast they decide to join with Ashu for the time being.

During her stay Chetana and Ashu became good friends... used to take him where ever they go...Its all based on a simple formula..i.e,
if,
A=B & B=C => A=C

They used to take him for daily breakfast, weekend movies and they explored a lot... The best example Arun told me is.. "Ashu had been working in that office for more than a year and till that day she never had a Soft swrill (which he hates the most) from the KFC down their office. A lot new things came to Ashu's life after joining the group of Chetana and Arun.

Arun helped her to explore the world.. he was always with her and chetana started feeling the differance... and that became the reason for the first fight between Arun and Chetana. Later Chetana left Ashu's flat and joined a PG near the office.

What ever happend... they both were together thereafter.

continues...

the last music...

when she said "Good Bye..." to him in the airport.. he couldn't control his emotions...he felt like crying..he felt like pleading to her not to go..he felt like running away..he was helpless.. no one to help her to understand how he feels.. like a mad man.. he stood their and cried...

he was so sure that she will never return to his life.. he just stood near the departure.. watching her leave...with out even saying a word...with out a glimpse..

I was there near him, how can I help him..I don't have the right to do that..I felt like a helpless man..cant even help my friend in any ways...

how can I express his feeling..that occasion..i could just make you listen to what i feel...

and the feeling of loosing the best part of his life.. the feeling of being lonely... the feeling of being orphan... the feeling of... he waited there till the flight took off.. with no tears left in his eyes... left the gift which he bought for her in the airport dustbin and left to start a new life with out her... with lots of memories...

It rained that day heavily in chennai.. as he always used to tell.. when ever he cry..even if no one is there to listen to his painful story... he believes in God that he will send rain to accompany him, so that no one will see him cry standing in the rain...

Its really hard to explain... but life has to move on. This song is for my friend who hope to see her again in his life..just to say a sorry...

Testimonials...

she is mad of orkuting.... for the first time in her life.. she wrote a testimonial to some one special... u guess right.. Arun.. (what!!! "some one special..." just for making him happy.. u know the real situation right).

It was during the his vacation.. may be she might have missed him very much.. or just, she don't have any other job..

She thought of writing a testimonial abt him.. and later she herself took it off..(u know the reason.. another fight...) funny right.. i told ya... its funny to a third person but to them it all were very serious.

here it goes...

"i dint like u at all when saw u for the first time........leave alone being so close to u...i never ever thot that i wud ever even talk to u initially.....but then since u were shifted to my cubicle and i had to bear u every day.....we started talking....and then listenning to ur crap talks every other day i just got habitual of it.....and now when u are not there at ur seat.....no body is bugging me...or saying that..."OH mY GoD ashu.....ppl are so bad here" he ee he ehe he......come back soon yaar.
i am trying to write smthn good bout u....but arun....nothing's coming out....i donno y but am unable to write anythn good here.....huhh ok...i'll try again.....hmmm....u are trustworthy, kind hearted...actually the kindness is in extremes.....reduce it a lil bit man...and....i dont wanna say this.....but at times i feel u are a "lil bit" intelligent as well....oh god y am i writing this....dont fly ok.....
then ur strong mallu accent.....uhhh...try to improve it...no more space left here..so bye 4 now.."

And since he came to know abt her hard work.. he also didnt prepared one... but this he never took it off.. but she deleted it from her profile later.. (same reason... hi hi)

here it goes...

"During my initial days in chennai..when i used to hear screams and shouting from this girl..i used to think, how can one manage to be friend of her. Since my life i have never seen such a girl[creature] like this.But god decides her to be my best friend @ office[my fate]. A complete entertainment package.When she is with me,i dont have any tensions,no worries..full fun.She wants her life full of fun but BEWARE of her mood swings. when it goes bad we used to fight for no reason(but there are reasons too).When she is not there in office i am down.I can show her to any of my friend or anyone as my D BEST FRIEND, but they think that we are lovers or even married[comments by my sis frnds].For guys who wants her as a partner..She is a good advisor, planner(but never execute her plans),loves pics,listner(in good mood),all the more she is FUN.Dont reject her by just look @ her hair,nails(hi hi) and her triple chin(they r bad).Dont miss this wonder who can show millions expressions on her face. For Gals,BEWARE"

Am posting this becoz.. let us have a real picture about each others... am helpess in explaining what they both feel about each others.. so i thought this is the best way to do that...

In the wake of a big fight...

Initial days, he never noticed her words or care a damn about what she says. May be his ego...

"what!!! she gonna change me.. huh, No way".

But he notices these words from her after one of their biggest fight and shared these with me... after reading this.. i felt something.. did you feel the same..

Also my friends, Ashu has got a set of rules. I still remember the last week of her stay in Chennai... revealing how she lives.. and how she wants to live..

"I have got a set of rules.. I create those rules.. no one can modify them.. only me. And I only can decide when to destroy the rules not anyone else in the world."

Poor that guy.. he didn't get any thing.. but I got it.. share with me what you guys got.

Here it goes... Ashu's Last words(which he considered it would be due to the intensity of the fight) to me:

• If no one is having any problem with me,
  and u are always having a problem with me,
  that mean there is some problem with in yourself.
  Change urself.

• I don't want ur help, there are so many other friends who can help me
  Just because, if i am with my good friends
  i feel little more comfortable. That's y I am with you.
  Don't think that you are the only one.

• That day i have decided not to talk to you,
  just because you came to Delhi, i.e my place and
  i don't want you to feel uncomfortable,
  i started talking with you.

• None of my friends have ever said so many bad things to me,
  you only had said so much of bad things to me.

• survival of the fittest.
  If some one is surviving in the office and you cant,
  that mean they knew how to survive and
  you are not supposed to comment anything on them.
  They are here to survive. Learn to survive first.

• I don't want you to tell anything about me.
  Since you started talking to me, that doesn't
  mean that you can again talk bad about me.
  you are just a friend and dont make me scold u again.

These few points.. he consider as benchmark for him to talk to her later.. but the point is she know what she is speaking only for that day... later she behave the opposite.. may be she wants to break those rules... but beware.. don't dare to break her rules...

Our poor chap had a crush on her.. but she crushed that feeling with the above said words and introduced a new set of rules for him... which she modifies but never destroyed till the last day in chennai...

This part of my life is called... Part 1

"You Bloody fucking arsehole, I don't want to talk to you! Shut up!!!"

Bangs the Phone..(poor that phone).

That was her last words to him. He never heard or saw from her after that day. Tomorrow she will leave from Chennai.

This I wrote to ease the real situation. The real story is very painful guys. That day he smoked one full packet of Marlboro, tired of crying..crying all the night thinking of the wonderful days he had with the one and only best friend. After that last words, he couldn't dare to send a message to her. Not because he was scared, but he wanted her a good last day in Chennai before leaving to Bangalore.

Arun, is his name. He has got definitions for all sort of girls and can categories them too. I wish I also knew the same trick. But he still has to define a category for Ashu. Ohh.. yeah.. that's her name. Ashu..

A girl according to him - NOT DEFINED.

She may think the same, he is a fool, immature, sentimental human being. Never uses his brain to think in certain situations and when ever she gets angry, she calls him,

"..get lost u fucker.. be like a MAN"

How can some one be a fucker without being a MAN.. I need to ask her about this.

Jokes apart, it all started 15 months back. When he got a job transfer from Mumbai to Chennai. Poor he, suffered a lot in Mumbai. God gave him a complete reset to his old painful memories and given a friend(its me) to take care of him during the tenure in Chennai.

He was an Adam in Chennai, looking for a partner or a girl friend. But as everyone says, God wont give everything to one person. To me, God was giving an examination to his life.. by giving an Eve.. Ashu.

I thought the 15 months duration will be a wonderful one. But...

He often thinks she as a CRACK. Yes, even i can call her a crack, but if Arun hear someone calling her crack..that's it man... Am safe anyway..

Ashu came to his life with lots of surprises, with out any notification. She is always like that. She is full of surprises for everyone who enters her life. And I mean it.. Surprises.. even god re-writes her story many a times.

I still remember he thinking of old days after she left from here.. all about.. how did it all started. Even I don't have any clue, because am also on my new assignment in Chennai.

Arun, a fool, a mad lover, will die for his close one. A mad guy who care for his friends more than his future n career or even his real love. Yes, Arun had got a lover... by the way why do I need to mix up stories. I will talk about that later... becoz that's too painful.. Poor this guy..

He learned a lot from his 23 yrs in this world but did the same Mistake again..